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| I just walked home from school. Thats 2 miles. In the rain. and Im just getting over being sick. Im 2 pissed 2 type right now ttyl | ||||
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| I love Karen O. Im sorry Its out of my system now. Newayz, im feeling a little better 2day. My dad came home a few minutes ago drunk out of his mind. Then he left. Hes such an asshole. My friend Asha had her birthday yesterday. I really need to stop referring 2 her as a friend. I mean we DID grow up together and shit and we have know each other for over 10 years, but with the way she acts youd think we never met. Anyway nothign else is up, Im so bored. I WAS talking 2 Breanna about that anthony situatuon but she decided to punk out like she usually does. She said hold on and that was like 10 minutes ago. Whatever, its not a big deal, i just dont like it when ppl talk about me behind my back. God I am so bored. I want to go get high or something but I cant. I have 2 save all my shit for Tuesday. Tuesday has become the new Get High day for me and my friends I swear. We leave school during seminar and just get fucked up. You cant beat it. | ||||||||||
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| I am soooooo tired man. Its like 8:30 in the morning so...I swear this has been a really bad month for me. Every day has pretty much sucked so far and its only the 9th...oh yeah happy bithday Asha! I swear I dont want come here and bitch and bitch and bitch in this journal, I mean thats Breannas job, but still this has just been a horrible few weeks for me. I am seriously slipping into the place I was last year, which people that are close to me know, was NOT a good place. Im doing some of the same shit that I was doing then too, with the sleeping all the time and the constant headaches and the urge to do...that thing. I'm off my medication (AGAIN) and I'm not seeing my therapist anymore, and I really dont have anyone I can talk to. I dont have a shit load of friends and the ones I do have are to damn self abosorbed to care about what Im going through. Grrr I don't know what I'm going to do. I just hope I can make it to June without doing something horrible...AND ON ANOTHER NOTE: BREANNA why the fuck did Anthony say that you called me a liar? I dont have any reason to lie to that FatAss or to you. If you guys want to tell me about each other thats fine but when I tell u guys the truth about what was said dont deny it and pin it on me. | ||||||||||
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| *sigh* sorry no bitching today kids. Ive been in a bad mood all week, mainly because of PMS and because people seem 2 love getting on my nerves, but today im not in the mood 2 complain. Only happy news today. I have a new niece. Her name is Nyssa something somthing sylvester and she was born yesterday. I havent seen her yet but I hear shes pretty so woo hoo! Do I ever talk about how much I love Karen O??? I do. Im in looooooooooooooove with Karen O. Just thought u people might want 2 know that. | ||||||||||
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| I am in like the worlds worst mood right now oh my god. This has been a terrible week for me and I swear it got lke a million times worse. My fucking english teacher is out of her fucking mind I swear 2 god...im not even going 2 get into it. Im too pissed 2 type right now, Ill write l8er. | ||||||||
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| I am so mad. Dude I spent like minutes writing nice long detailed entry and then bam! my phone rings and I got cut off the computer. I swear this is getting annoying...why cant we have a second line. Its taken me like 2 hours to get back on and I dont even remember what i put the first time lol. It was good though. | ||||||||||
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Sigh Im bored. Ive been home since yesterday and Im already ready to leave again. Once again...how come no one calls me?!!! and I swear to god Breanna is never ever coming over my house..seriously i wont let her in. Omg how many times has she been like "Ria can I come over?" then she never comes over, she never calls. I swear when she finally does decide to come I seriously wont let her in. Anyway...I'm IMing people and theyre ignoring me. I even went so far as to IM kevin, and hes ignoring me. how nice. aarrgh im bored...falalalalala hmmm I'm going 2 take a quiz. ONE QUIZ! Not like Breanna who takes 5 million quizzes, puts them all on ONE entry, then freezes my computer waiting for them ALL to load...sigh Im kinda PMSing 2day Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You? | ||||||||
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| Ah so I am finally home. I havent been here since my last journal entry which was a week ago. I was at my grandmas house and god knows she doesnt have the internet. I was going to DIE! But now Im back to civilization and I'm happy about it. Man it is going 2 be hell reading a weeks worth of email and my friends journal entries. Let me go do that now. | ||||||||
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| Spring Break is here...Im bored as all heck. I was talking to Breanna yesterday. Im so happy for her. I think shes found the love of her life...lucky her. Anywayz, nothings going on im just sitting here talkin to Mike (shut up BREANNA!!). Hes getting on my nerves im about to block him too. So there. *sigh*. I'm bored WHERE IS EVERYONE!!! When I'm on phone punishment and I cant get calls everyone calls me. When I'm bored and I want 2 talk 2 someone everyones gone what the hell????? I have no one :( What Annoys Ria? 1. People that have everything that bitch about theyre lives(Breanna!) 2. People who smoke (I am such a fucking hypocrite I know cuz I just had a cigarette lol) 3. Hypocrites (what the hell?) 4. Parents who spank kids as young as 3 or 4 5. Poseurs or.... 6. Poseurs who don't know that theyre poseurs, you know the ppl who listen to Simple Plan and Avril and go "yeah Im punk" or "yeah I know all about punk music!" Give me a break (Breanna and Stephanie) 7. Liars...wait no I can respect a good liar-bad liars like uh, someone I know 8. Petty people 9. Softcore Porn...whats the point? 10.Homophobic People 11.Religious Fanatics 12.Girls in general-im not saying theyre all stupid but a vast majority of them definitely are... 13.Girls who complain about not having a boyfriend (get over it) 14.Skinny Girls who go "oh im so fat" (shut the fuck up!) and pretty girls who go "im so ugly" (double shut the fuck up!) 15.Guys-all guys are definitely stupid (its a fact) 16.Guys who treat women like objects by ogling them and touching them (anthony) 17.People who have sex without protection, then want to bitch when they get pregnant (tiana) 18.People that try to change other people (get a life) 19.Spongebob Squarepants (whats the big damn deal) 20.Conformists Theyres more but I'm getting annoyed just writing this list I'll write l8er | ||||||||||
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| Ok ignore the super gay ass quiz down below, I dont really like that one so I'll put a new one up L8er. Neways this weekend really didnt suck so bad. I went 2 the play on Saturday too. It was really worse thatn the first one. They messed up a lot but louis was off the fucking hook. GO louis! Its ur birthday! Kevin molested me because I took his girly pillow. I mean he went into my bra I still cant believe it. he got more action in like 5 minutes than he did when we went out LOL. thats too funny. BREANNA YOU COW! U said u would call me to see about coming over 2 my house! You arent on my caller ID! Your lucky I was out all day or else my feelings would be hurt | ||||||||
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| *5 things you are wearing 1. um a bra 2. underwear 3. 2 rings 4. Earrings 5. thats it...its early in the morning im about 2 shower *5 things you can see 1. computer 2. MAXIM magazine 3. the wall 4. my printer 5. the simes game *5 thoughts in your head 1. I wish people would stop sending me porn advertisments 2. I hope my AOL doesnt get cut off, no one call me! 3. im bored 4. no one online is talking 2 me 5. damnit another porn advertisment 1. do you shave? yes 2. what do you shave? legs, arms, underarms 3. why? because im not big on hair 4. what colour is your razor? light blue and dark blue I have a Venus 5. what size is your bed? Queen 7. you're going on a date for a walk around the lake then a coffee at a cafe. &etc; what do you wear FROM your closet? Jeans and a shirt...who gives a shit 13. which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? I'm not open with anyone. I honestly only trust Amanda all my onther "friends" talk 2 much 14. what's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you off? tight t-shirt ew gay gay gay 15. what's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you on? baggy pants 16. what do you think of soulmates? is crap 20. what's an object you can't live without? my computer, my Cather in the Rye book 22. You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opp. sex. how do you act and feel around that friend the next day? I'd tell him or her, im not embarrased 25. what's something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against them? telling other people my business, lying to me, um honestly it doesnt take much 2 piss me off and i can always hold a grudge if I feel like it 26. Favorite weather: rainy dark and gloomy but not really too cold 27. what's one look trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? the voice baby!, or is that looks hmm then the lips 28. what's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? if theyre funny and they have balls 2 do....whatever 39. (guys) how would you feel if you gave a girl a flower? 40. (girls) how would you feel if you got a flower from a guy? um its just a flower. big deal 42. what do you think of the quote "eyes are the passageways into the soul"? Not true, people can be deceptive 45. at one point in a girl/guy friendship will one of them like each other even if it's only for a little bit? no not always, cuz yeah that has happened with me but sometimes it doesnt happen even when it seems like it should, I mean like Andy? or Anthony? never liked them like that 47. waffles or pancakes? waffles and pancakes! 49. what's an annoying trait about you? i can be irritating sometimes. some people dont like 2 joke as much as I do 53. (guys) your gf has long beautiful hair which you love, she comes to school the next day with a short crop cut. what do you HONESTLY think? (girls) your bf has hair you love. he comes to school the next day with shiny head. what do you HONESTLY think? god that question is so funny, I would have died of happiness if Kevin had ever come 2 school without that hair 55. what colour is your jacket? red 56. what's something you ALWAYS have on you? my stereo, my computer 57. what do you think of guys with nailpolishes? sexy on some guys 58. do you stay in bed thinking or do you fall asleep in 5 seconds? depends, if i cant go2 sleep i just take a pill 64. how do you react to change? no 2 good 65. are you happy? uh no, right now im content though 66. favorite berries? strawberies 67. what's one facial feature you'd like to change about yourself? my cheeks, or my big lips ew 68. do you take a shower after a bath? yes 69. what's colour's your towel? dark blue or orange 71. what was the last thing you cried over or got teary eyed over? the fact that I got screwed on the play, I got teary-eyed i didnt cry. I dont cry 72. chalk or crayons? chalk 73.whats your happiness level right now? im kind of pissed still right now so low 75. wouldn't you just love to hug someone right now? no 76. who was the last person who complimented you? um I dont get compliments. But Alex said something nice 2 me yesterday 80. movies at home on in a theater? theater, u can throw popcorn at people 84. (girls) what's something about guys you don't get? y do they always lie? 85. (guys) what's something about girls you don't get? 87. if someone said you were hot, what would you think? I would think they were lying 88. you go to your bf/gf's house for the first time in his/her room, and everywhere there's pictures of YOU: awwww, I have a stalker // series two - your stats ---> Name: Ria ---> Birthdate: 10/15/87 ---> Birthplace: Detroit Mi ---> Current Location: Southfield ---> Eye Color: brown ---> Hair Color: off black ---> Righty or Lefty: leftys rule! ---> Zodiac Sign: libra ---> Innie or Outtie: innie, ew outies look like mini penises // series two - describe ---> Your heritage: huh ---> The shoes you wore today: um slippers ---> Your hair: down amd nappy ---> Your eyes: brownish ---> Your weakness?: my sensitivity...no really im sensitive ---> Your fears: failure ---> Your perfect pizza: Pizza Papalis ---> One thing you'd like to achieve: a report card with no C! // series three - what is ---> Your most overused phrase on aol\aim: lol, o...k... ---> Your thoughts first waking up: im hungry ---> The first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: if theyre nice, oh wait physical? hmmm theyre face I guess ---> Your best physical features: I dont have ne good ones sorry ---> Your usual bedtime: 12:35-2:00 (I watch TV) Damnit Breanna where the hell are the other questions? Y did u skip half of them? | ||||||||||
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| Aaaah the school play. I went 2 see the wiz yesterday and god was it crappy. I cant believe I have 2 see it again 2day. Lemme first say this so I dont sound totally negative: the band was great and some of the acting was decent. I loved Reggie as the scarecrow and the ballet dancers and Louis was AMAZING. He always is. Now, the crappy part: everything else> Dorothy was horrible, I think they only picked her because she can sing. The rest of the cast pretty much sucked 2. They were horrible with the lines. And now me. Ok now, I went 2 damn near all the meetings, I painted the windows, I did all kind of shit for that stupid play. And the end result. no recognition whatsoever. When the list of people who worked on the play came out (on the t-shirts and the programs) everyone elses name was on it but mine. Mrs Smith goes "Im sorry love it wasnt intentional. We must have made a mistake"Iwas so pissed. I did all of that work for nothing. Whatever, I dont care now, Ill never volunteer for another thing again ever and Lathrup | ||||||||||
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| airymary86: you are the one that wants to fuck him though SkinnyHeifer235: shut up!!!!! SkinnyHeifer235: oh my god take that back! SkinnyHeifer235: that is so not true airymary86: if he lost weight airymary86: ive heard it SkinnyHeifer235: u suck so much arianna u and stephanie and kiss my ass SkinnyHeifer235: at least i didnt stalk ne1 airymary86: i dont' stalk anyone! airymary86: and its ARIANA! SkinnyHeifer235: oooooooh im sorry i added an extra n SkinnyHeifer235: sue me SkinnyHeifer235: wooo and u did stalk mike airymary86: for a nickle? SkinnyHeifer235: ur offically president of the michael soave fan club SkinnyHeifer235: for a nickel? ur a retard SkinnyHeifer235: lol airymary86: i don't stalk michael! SkinnyHeifer235: um ok monday" um were going 2 see michael today SkinnyHeifer235: tuesday: um were going 2 see michael today SkinnyHeifer235: wednesday:.... SkinnyHeifer235: and so on airymary86: tuesday and thursday! airymary86: duh ria airymary86: i mean...MAria SkinnyHeifer235: shut ya mouth ArianNa | ||||||
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| Ah spring. Well here in Michigan it doesnt techinically feel like spring but it is. And thats y I decided 2 to some spring cleaning. Throw out all of the useless trash and clutter in my life. And that includes my useless boyfriend. Yes its true. I will be the one with the balls here and acknowledge that Kevin and I no longer go together. I broke it off and I dont regret it at all. Kevin was a horrible boyfriend. He was a liar and a wimp. That does not mean, however, that we cant be friends. Cuz as much as he sucked when it came 2 being a boyfriend, he was a decent friend. I hope we can be friends. And sigh...its also too bad for Breanna for now that me and Kevin are over, she no longer has a source of entertainment. Oh well. | ||||||||
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 -Bad- You're the exact opposite of what any guy wants or needs, unless he happens to need a quick lay. You're cruel. You toy with people. You're probably a bitch, and i don't think i'd like you if i met you. Oh go screw a random male already. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla | ||||||
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| I feel so guilty today. I mean it was a really good day today and everything but...certain things are sticking to the back of my mind. I cant stop thinking about the fact that I cheated on Kevin. I mean I know the first time it was because I was mad because he cheated(or so I thought. But then the second time, there really wasnt a reason for it. I dont know why after all this time I'm feeling so guilty about it. I'm 2 depressed 2 right anymore. Ill write l8er. | ||||||||
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| Ahhhh. It feels good 2 be back home again. I just spent the weekend with my grandma. My I've been really depressed all week and my dad made me go over there, I guess he though it would help. It sure the fuck didnt. I still feel awful *sigh* Yay. I just got Meteora, Linkin Parks new CD. Its the best I love it. I really need 2 stop buying shit though seeing as how I still owe Kroger 50 fucking bucks. Ok what the fuck is going on with my skin? I thought I got a rash from Kevins dirty mouth but I guess I dont have a rash. I do however, find it afully strange that it started itching on the place he kissed it RIGHT AFTER he kissed it hmmmm. OMG I found out that my cousin is pregnant. I'm like in shock. shes like 18 and she still lives with my aunt. I feel so bad for her. Shes like the 6th young girl 2 get pregnant. I swear now everyones looking at ME like I'm gonna get knocked up. TRUST ME, there is NO chance of that happening. There is no sex 2 be had with Kevin right now. Or ever for that matter...I'm bored, Hmmm its 10 30 I wonder if Breanna's mom would kick my ass for calling this time of night...and oh yeah Breanna please please limit it 2 one quiz and entry? I will if u will cuz seriously that shit gets irritating. | ||||||||
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